there's so many thng had happened to me on this july , things that i never predict its gonna happen in mylife . thngs that i never plan for it . well like pple alwys said " we may never know what gonna happens to us next" . and i believe that thngs happens for reason . somehow i dont even know that all the decision that i've made are the right one or wrong but i doesnt matter now , thngs happened already , if i made a mistake i can learn frm it . that how's life role right ?I have fun with it and I am honest and open about the
way I lead my life and don't mislead anyone. I've had the time of my
life and thank God for that, it would be such a waste otherwise . i also I realized this is what God has dealt me, and I should be thankful considering all that's happened to me in my life .
IM SORRYYYYYY !
im totaly sorry if i hurts anyone feeling , i know there are ! but i didnt meant it at all actly , thng just happened yoo ! dont blame it on me . i'll never expect all this thngs to happen too . I cant lie to myself , so i had made the decision and im sorry for everythngs . well im just an ordinary pple who had to live my life and survive !
im totaly sorry if i hurts anyone feeling , i know there are ! but i didnt meant it at all actly , thng just happened yoo ! dont blame it on me . i'll never expect all this thngs to happen too . I cant lie to myself , so i had made the decision and im sorry for everythngs . well im just an ordinary pple who had to live my life and survive !
I'm just an ordinary girl in an awesome world, trying to live life to its fullest, even if it kills me .
THE GOOD THING THAT HAPPENED IN JULY ..
i met someone new , some that alwys made myday . someone alwys put a smile on myface :) i never thought that he gonna love me more than i ever i think ! but i thank god for what had happened now ! he's the type of guy that i've alwys dreamed of . i never thought that dream will come truth but i believe on it now . nothng that i could wish more than this , im happy having him around and i feel so grateful for it :) and i alwys pray to god that our love to each other will grows stronger each days .
i dedicated this to someone that really mean so much to me <3
I NEVER REALLY KNEW YOU
,YOU WERE JUST ANOTHER FRIEND
BUT WHEN I GOT TO KNOW YOU
I LET MY HEART UNBEND
I COULDN'T HELP PAST MEMORIES
THAT WOULD ONLY MAKE ME CRY
I HAD TO FORGET MY FIRST LOVE
AND GIVE LOVE ANOTHER TRY
SO I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU
AND I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING
I JUST HAD TO LET YOU KNOW
AND IF YOU EVER WONDER WHY
I DONT KNOW WHAT I'LL SAY
BUT JUST REMEMBER ONE THING
I LOVE YOU
Maybe love, too, is beautiful because it has a wildness that cannot be
tamed. I don't know. All I know is that passion can take you up like a
house of cards in a tornado, leaving destruction in its wake. Or it can
let you alone because you have built a stone wall against it, set out
the armed guards to keep it from touching you. The real trick is to let
it in, but to hold on. To understand that the heart is as vast and wide
as the universe, but that we come to know it best from here, this plalce
of gravity and stability, where our feet can still touch ground
